Recently....i am really not so happy...
totally not in a holiday mood....
why? why i say so?
Hospital....Insurance...Operation...Injection...X-Ray
all appear in this holiday....
all surrounding my family member...
surrounding of my family become tense...
i HATE this FEEL...
not happy when the car is parking beside my window while it is a working day
2010...is a bad year to me
....
more and more....and i am lazy to describe it...
sad when thinking of it
because... I am HELPLESS....
I am totally USELESS
RUBBISH is the only thing inside my mind
word that can describe myself
Even RUBBISH useful than ME
I AM NOT JOKING
my tear can drop anytime now...
but i keep hold back it...
...end............
9 years ago