A long time Didnt Update

Lazy to speak
Lazy to say
Lazy to explain

A picture that draw by my own
Although it is Ugly.
It explain many things~

分享 ---> 杀破狼---- JS

沉睡了千年的身体
从腐枝枯叶里苏醒
是夜莺凄凉的叹息
解开咒语

遗忘的剑被谁封印
追随着笑声和马蹄
找到你

最光荣的牺牲
是武士的宿命
挥刀的瞬间心却在哭泣

生 是为了证明 爱 存在的痕迹
火 燃烧后更伟大的生命
杀 是为了歌颂 破灭前的壮丽
夜 是狼深邃眼睛 孤独等待黎明

看不见未来和过去
分不清生死的差异
不带走喜悦或遗憾
离开这里

破晓和月牙在交替
我穿越过几个世纪
只为你

樱花瓣在飘零
这悲凉的风景
长袖挥不去一生刀光剑影

生 是为了证明 爱 存在的痕迹
火 燃烧后更伟大的生命
杀 是为了歌颂 破灭前的壮丽
夜 是狼深邃眼睛 孤独等待黎明

我 是否已经注定
这流离的宿命
我残破的羽翼
直到你
是你让我找回自己

生 是为了证明 爱 存在的痕迹
火 燃烧后更伟大的生命
杀 是为了歌颂 破灭前的壮丽
夜 是狼深邃眼睛 孤独等待黎明

After Event

wah...i had been damn long time no update myself for now....

What i need to write actually??? Dunno

Well...just simply write write and just submit it~~

Finally, the event that i handle it is past.....
now is the time to write about the activity review
the workshop really make me out of time to do my assignment
and i am first time that feel so damn pressure on it~
because, OC do everything....
by the way, i must admit that, i dont know how to spread work to others
If u know me, u must know that
i am the person who don't know how to force other to work with me.
therefore, i am damn exhausted...

luckily, 傻人有傻气, done thing in quick & easy...
and now, time to study and do assignment again~
hehe.... can i end here???? xD

又开学了 2011

开学咯...有点无法形容的刺激
呵呵....大学二年级了...
忙碌又要开始了 T.T
这两天都在忙着选课...终于弄完了
这长学期拿了5科... 3科 100% coursework....
超忙的....

hmm...写写一些心情分享
礼拜天,我去了一个club event
到 NTV7 一日游~
去做什么呢? 上电视台的综艺节目~开心就好。
呵呵...上电视做 k leh fei。
欢呼啊，拍手啊。
哈哈....可惜的是....不给拍照 ~.~

拍戏现场...真的是.....利害
音响效果...等等
只能说是无法想象...
原来拍戏是这样的.....
呵呵.....
祝各位新的一年， 开开心心
人生短短几十年，开开心心就好~
这才是人生完美啊~

New Year 2011

Well...Firstly, Happy New Year to all~
Today is 01/01/2011~ is a great day and is also a sunny day

Hmm...long time no update blog and now facing some technical problem xD
haha....cant found the point to update =(
sad man~

Well, just forget about it~~
just update some recently news of mine(isn't enough?)
haha...
herm...

...
i had a good night yesterday
why? cause gathering with friend~
de pastry cafe --> desa park city --> papparich cafe --> mamak cafe
well just want to say~ damn excited
because we met many friend while we in desa park city
unbelieveable~!!!!

New Year New Hope~
Wish all enjoy a nice Holiday and a New Year~

Time passed

wow....next week already is my study week
so fast.....
next next week is my FINAL already.....
but still no mood on study~~~~
OMG~~~~~
just saw the last post of mine
is saying about the MPW test.....
the God isnt Bless me~~~~~
==...
well the result is damn sad.....
this is the lowest mark that i get in my University......
guess wat i get~~~~
~~~~~~
it is over 20 mark~~~~
but..... i am very kind to the lecturer....
hahaha

i just get 1 mark in the exam ==
omg....... 1/20
the result is calculate in the grade to pass
sob sob....dont know need to be happy or sad

well i am going to start my study
Final....
although i am not fear about the FINAL
but i fear about DEAD
hahaha....so i need to be hardworking for my FINAL
if i dont want to DIE

wow......after FINAL then is HOLIDAY~~~~~
wakakaa
any place to work???
any plan???
any gathering??
well if got, just find me~~~lalalaa
u know my phone number also...~~~~

~~~~~End~~~~~

short Sem

everybody are keep saying short semester is a very busy semester
and i trusted....
but now....i only realize that, it isn't very busy.
although it is one week for one assignment....
but i still feel it is easy if compare to the long semester...
O.O'' (funny)

hmm....the event for this semester is really nice
wakaka....
just like 2day...single for a day event
wow...be a single party.....
it sound nice....
unfortunately, i have 2 test + assignment to submit tomorrow....
so didn't join the event.....
so sad....sob sob....

week 4 is going ending soon~~~
wakakaa...week 5 is my holiday...
damn ridiculous,
short semester got mid term break but long semester none of it
damn damn funny... ~.~''

well...is time to study.....
god bless me for the MPW- Malaysia Studies.....

假期 = 颓废

hmm...首先呢..我的假期也快要结束了
说快不快...说慢亦不慢的...
还蛮期待开学的...因为假期太无聊了
....
这假期可以说只有一星期是有意义的...
其他都可以说是没意义的
当然不包括yamcha啦...
这是非常有意义的...
我很珍惜每次的团聚...
当然也很期待每次的策划事件...
不过天总是跟我作对的...
算算下...有很多event cancel...再不然就在忙时...
真抱歉啊...

假期对我来说真是浪费时间的东西
可我却很喜欢假期...
这叫犯贱吗?

假期也让我想了很多问题...
问题一直在我脑海里徘徊着...
怎么我这么懒呢?
我以后的路怎么走?
我改天可以做什么呢?
我可以做什么呢?
我在怕什么呢?
我有长处吗?
为何我....?
怎么我...?
我...怎么老是想一套做另一套呢?
....

...好多啊...很懒写出来...
拿着电话打着字...很长的
想发时...删了一些
又想发时...又在删了一些...
满满的讯息...变成了短短的几个字...
之后蛮干脆的...发都没发了...(干脆利落)
呵呵...真会用成语呢...

发现我的体质真不适合放假...
每次的假期都会生病...
忙碌真的可以让人忘记东西...
看着别人不停的进步..奋斗而我却..不停的原地踏步
可喜还是可悲呢?
我的眼光狭窄了...不知道为什么..
脾气也有点暴躁...

本来打算放些隐藏字的...
可是各位太厉害了...都看得出...
所以我就以图来抒发...呵呵..



你的眼睛能看到多远了呢?

帰る場所

明天一到来
我们就暂时无法相见了
但我永远也不会把你忘记的
哪怕你我各自走在自己的道路上
只要敞开心扉便有心爱的人相伴
所以 不管在怎么寂寞
哪怕有过几度流泪的夜晚
只要用心细想
就能知道还有我在
再见了 再见了
直到再度相逢的那天
说再见只有此刻 只有此刻
再见了 再见了
我们定会相见的
我永远都在你的归宿等候着你
直到相逢之日
与你共同度过的时光
我带着这些回忆继续踏上旅途了
几度迷失方向的时候
你的那张笑脸
只要一想起 感觉就能继续迈步前进
所以比起“再见”
我更想说声“谢谢”
感谢你给予我归宿之处
再见了 再见了
直到再度相逢的那天
说再见只有此刻 只有此刻
再见了 再见了
我们定会相见的
我永远都在你的归宿等候着你
直到相逢之日
就算几分寂寞
我们也会一直等着你哦 一定
哪怕天各一方
哪怕时光飞逝
我也会在约定相见之地等候你
“再见”并不是别离的话
而是再度相见的誓言
所以呢
再见了再见了
我们定会相见的
这是与曾经的你定下的誓约
再见了 再见了
直到再度相逢的那天
说再见只有此刻 只有此刻
再见了 再见了
我们定会相见的
我永远都在你的归宿等候着你

好事化水...坏事连连

Recently....i am really not so happy...
totally not in a holiday mood....
why? why i say so?
Hospital....Insurance...Operation...Injection...X-Ray
all appear in this holiday....
all surrounding my family member...
surrounding of my family become tense...
i HATE this FEEL...
not happy when the car is parking beside my window while it is a working day
2010...is a bad year to me
....
more and more....and i am lazy to describe it...
sad when thinking of it
because... I am HELPLESS....
I am totally USELESS
RUBBISH is the only thing inside my mind
word that can describe myself
Even RUBBISH useful than ME

I AM NOT JOKING
my tear can drop anytime now...
but i keep hold back it...
...end............

Holiday~~~

my holiday already past a few day
2 or 3....
~.~ll
sleep/eat /play for this few day
haha....so boring....
hmm.....boring...boring...boring..........

nice gathering on 14/8/2010
33 ppl appear that night...
but y no ask our teacher come???
this question sound good right? haha....almost forgot already

hmm.....hope to see u guys next time
well...
hope u guys get a good result in FINAL~
best luck for those who when to oversea~

and ENJOY my holiday~~~haaha

8月了

不知不觉地....今天已经是八月的第二天
昨天的我还是一个在营里的faci
呵呵...饥饿30的营这样就过了
蛮开心的...体验了不一样的东西...
以前的我....总是参加的其中一个营员
昨天的我却是一个带小队的负责人员
哈哈....
这队真是一个特别的队啊...
有很小的...也有老师...营员的妈妈等等

累是一定的~不过还累得满开心的
起初的第一天还在抖呢....
去Port Dickson 带中学生来inti大学时
感觉真惨....
不过慢慢习惯过来了还觉得很好笑
呵呵...
发抖的习惯果然还是习惯着....

还有八天就要考期末考了
嘉诚啊....回来咯...
是时候开始慢慢看看书啊....

Game Over

well...the time pass very fast
now already the last week of July
still left 1 presentation at tmr and a assignment
is so happy hehe...
soon i will say bye bye to my second semester~
3 week count down from today~

hmm....is time to find that study mood back....
><'' (so sad...dunno where i had throw it already)

herm..... so fast gonna pass one year again...
getting older and older now...haiz
20 going to end.....
5 more month to go(actually 4 month and 1 more week for now)
haha...(p/s: i count year not count month...)

2day saw a post...from facebook
i think it was definitely correct...
and it was meaningful....
i am lazy to share the post
haha....but it was nice...
if u know me, u sure know wat the post is talking about...
and i hope be the real also~

~~刷新~~

wasei....这部落格超久没跟新了...
灰尘满满的~
不知不觉地....第二个学期也接近了尾声...
剩下一个月...
下个月的今天就是期末考~
...
感觉开心又带点伤感下...
=.= 好矛盾哦...
....
最近的朋友老是问同样的问题啊
最近怎样哦?
how are u recently?
呵呵...谢谢你们啊..
不过我还是老样子...一点也没变~~
还是这么笨
压制自己有变化当中~

~~~~~~~~~~~~
心一直没变~

有些，有些

有些话 人总是爱藏在心中，
不是因为不想知道结局，
而是害怕结局不是自己想要的。

有些话 人总是挂在嘴上，
不是因为喜欢说他念他，
而是想要时时刻刻的去记得。

有些话 人总是说不出口，
不是因为没有勇气，
而是不想破坏现有的感情。

有些话 人明知道不该说
却始终还是说出口，
因为想要知道故事会有什么变化。

有些话 人明明知道该说，
却始终都说不出口，
因为害怕面对自己承受不了的压力。

有些话 人明知道是谎言，
却依然说得头头是道，
因为不想自己的谎言别他人给拆穿。

有些话说得越多，错得越多，
却始终还是把话给说完，
因为现在不说，
或许以后就没有机会再说了。

有些话说多了，说多了意义就不在了，
有些话说少了，没人能领悟话中意思，
有些话说对了，就算是错的也被接受，
有些话说错了，就算是对的也被排斥。

说话就是这么神奇的一件事情，
总是真实地表达了某些人某些事，
却包含着许多的虚伪的布置与摆设。

要了解一段话真正的意思，
就必须真正了解说话的人。

过了一个繁忙的礼拜

开学了两个礼拜咯~~
除了弄课程还是弄课程的东西...
差不多天天去礼堂报到><''
超级浪费时间的...
不过终于弄完了...
时间表虽然有点不喜欢...
但是算了吧...反正只是几个月而已...
呵呵....不知不觉地变成了senior...
也没有什么特别的...
herm...特别的是...上吐下泻leh...
haha....早知道不要去吃pasar malam的东西
自找的 =。=ll

今天被问到一个非常厉害的问题...
厉害到我不懂要如何去回答...
而我的反应只是微笑的代过....

hmm...最近用钱太狠了...
是时候锁锁水喉了...
今天又是回家的一天~~~~

写给一个爱过的人

你给我的这些幸福
虽然是短暂的
但在我心里
它们已经和你一样成了永恒
我会试着知足
常去回味那些回忆
而不敢再奢求更多的拥有...
我会把这珍贵的美好
永远地留在脑海里
其实
我很心痛
我非常的不信命
偏偏这次被折腾得透彻
我渴望幸福快乐
却只能强迫自己试着知足
我想要的
并不能成就一段美丽
你不属于我
我因此害怕
害怕失去
害怕分离
留给我的
都是美丽的回忆
不舍得就这样无所谓
对不起
我想我真的爱上了你
可事实是
我已经没有机会了
我也没有勇气
但我会默默地走下去
看着你幸福快乐
陪你开心...
假若奇迹出现
时间逆流
有个自私的想法
我愿意为你
行动而不是心动...

Mid of my holiday~

sigh~~
my holiday already till Mid~
it is going to end soon~
hahaz...
i found that~
i still the same with the boy at chong hwa that time~
when holiday ~> wish to study
when study ~> wish to holiday
sound funny?
and it is ME~
what do i do during my this holiday~
play game, chating, yamcha, gathering, reading,
watching movie, sleeping, singK~~
OMG....it really wasting my time~
but i seem no to change it ><"
but day after day~
i think i will regret that i doing this~
but NOW is still MY PARTY time~~~
so ENJOY it~

WASTED!!!!

17/4/2010
Is really a suck day
i spent for whole day in School for PTPTN
but it wasting my whole day time
Lastly i GIVE UP for the LOAN
SUCK government
the OFFICER is SUCKER
RUBBISH!!!!!
Only know LUNCH time
their efficiency is also SUCK
OMG...cant even USE efficiency
THEY DONT have IT!!!

Spent whole day for nothing~!!
DAMN proud on it~
MALAYSIA BOLEH~~~

well if u really borrow the LOAN
at the time u QUEUE
PLEASE REMEMBER~> don't be GENTLE
CAUSE the OFFICER won't care about it
1st come 1st serve~
if u be Gentleman
you are cruelling yourself~
cause I already is an example~

hope u guys success~
REMEMBER document
MUST including UEC RESULT(put it to the last and got signature of saksi)
MAY the god bless you~

14/4

总算熬过了今天~
大学的第一个学期也这样结束了...
本来呢...这篇打算明天才写的...
可是躺在床上又睡不着的...
只好爬起来写...
今天是我的FINAL的第一天也是最后一天...
一天考两科...呵呵...听起来很爽
可是我的下个学期就够力了...
hmm....今天体验了两个不同的场地考试
一个在班上...一个在礼堂
erm...感觉就像在中华礼堂考试
不同就是...不再是清一色了
不过都有共同点...长袖衣已准备
哈哈...蛮冷下的...

假期要去哪里玩呢???
erm...在家吃字典...
为什么呢??
下学期再考过咯...
haha....（choi...choi...choi...）

真想不到...嘉诚竟然会自动读书...
可能发现学费很贵
不能玩玩下...
重拿要 RM2056...(几够力贵下的...还是中华学费便宜...)
hmm...希望我安安全全的过三年...

南无阿弥陀佛...
may the god bless me
ya allah...
神主保佑...
各路神仙保佑我三年啊...